I think the biggest struggle in this is the daily level of frustration that comes with dealing with a kid who just doesn't seem to feel the need to do what hes told. The uber logical side of my mind doesn't get why this is so hard. Just. Do. What. You're. told. There, not so hard. i find out today he skipped math class cause who-knows-why and lied to his teacher about where he was. i have gone to every length imaginable to get this kid the support he needs. I'm carrying him at this point and not teaching him much of anything. The tail is wagging the dog and i have no idea how to make it stop. He wont even put on his shoes unless i do it for him. and if i decide to play the waiting game, I'm late for work. I dont feel like there is any way to get ahead anymore. I hold onto faith, that there is a way out. That just because i cant see the light at the end, doesn't mean it isn't there. When there is no visible sun, it doesn't mean the sun is gone, just out of view for a time. we have faith it will return on schedule. Gods schedule, not ours. I can only hope I figure out what I'm doing before hes too far away to be reached. I dont know what to do anymore. And I'm always the one who knows what to do.